* It's hard to fall asleep when the wind blowing outside makes it seem as if your window is going to break and glass will be all over the place.

* It kept me up all though the night. This wasnt some little wind that made howling noises but it was this rediculously shcitzo wind that pounded on your windows and made you go under your covers just in case it breaks through and gets a whip at your room.

* These sleepless nights, tiered work days, stressful college mornings are not what I enjoy doing. Not all at once that is.

* Friends and others get upset sometimes if I cant make it to a night out for fun and excitement because I have no energy to do anything. I've been searching for time alone. Time for myself. Time where I think over everything and not worry about anything too much. Time for bubble baths and enjoying reading. Time for painting without knowing that I must get it done for class. Time for.. you get the point. I havent had time.

* This weather, I'm pretty sure, plays a good role on why I'm feeling such a way. Hopefully I stabelize soon enough but I'm also searching for a short cut to feeling stress free. I think that only happens during summer.

* On the other hand... I will start putting some of my work on here too. I really did not have time to do so and makes me upset to a point because I want to share my work with all. Of course it's not for the fame or fortune but for advise/ critical comments / and all of that mumbo jumbo.

* I listen to everyone - it just matters who's advise I'm taking.